I Cant wait to spend my life with you baby! xxx
Tuesday 14 December 2010
Friday 12 November 2010
ill be gone
ill be gone
ill be gone
ill be gone
soon soon
ill be goneoutta your life
ill be gone
before you can say goodbye
ill be gone
bet you never thought it would happen
but guess what?
ill be gone
ill be gone
ill be gone
soon soon
ill be goneoutta your life
ill be gone
before you can say goodbye
ill be gone
bet you never thought it would happen
but guess what?
ill be gone
she came for me
how do you heal a broken heart?
will i ever heal again?
will i ever love again?
she came into my life like an angel and she left...
she was here one day the next she wasnt
who is she?
where did she come from?
what does she want from me?
can she make me better?
will she make my days happier?
maybe...becasue she came for me...
will i ever heal again?
will i ever love again?
she came into my life like an angel and she left...
she was here one day the next she wasnt
who is she?
where did she come from?
what does she want from me?
can she make me better?
will she make my days happier?
maybe...becasue she came for me...
Wednesday 27 October 2010
I LOVE MY GADGETS: BLACKBERRY TORCH
its awesome everyone should get one!
Tuesday 31 August 2010
Restart
It feels strange going around the globe alone without you.
It was meant to be us together exploring new places.
I’m flying solo now and your probably making the same plans with someone else now.
Was meant to be you and me and now our plans are yours and his
Our life and what it was meant to be, or could have been. You have given my space to someone else now and there’s nothing I can do about it.
You say you’ll never fall in love again, hell I know you’ve fallen.
I’m taking it all back to the start and hitting restart.
If you would have waited and given me another chance I’d do things differently.
You said you’d never fall in love again, hell I know you’ve fallen.
Now I’m flying solo and I want to take it back to the start and hit restart
Coz baby I’d do things differently starting off with you.
You took my heart and tore it apart.
You said you’d never fall again but I know you have fallen.
Now I’m hitting restart.
Thursday 15 July 2010
Hurting
Imagine being in love with someone who used to love you not very long ago.... does love really just disappear like that? Is it even possible for someone who you thought would do anything for you suddenly doesn’t love you anymore?We all make mistakes...big mistakes even but love is above all....there’s a will to change...everything is possible but what’s the point?
What do you do when the one person you turned to when you were hurting is the one hurting you now?
What would you do when everything that made sense had no meaning anymore?
What would you do when the one person who saw you as their world yesterday sees you as nothing today?
What would you do if you lost everything?
Monday 21 June 2010
Take my heart its broken anyway
Id rather not have it, its already broken
Id rather not feel once it finally heals
You can keep the peices or throw it away
just so you know you've left me really sore
Monday 24 May 2010
Your smile takes my breath away, I just want to see you smile
I don’t want anything else in life other than to see you smile
I’m sorry for all the pain and tears I’ve caused you.
I love you and from now on I promise you there will be no more tears.
I just want to see you smile.
Sunday 23 May 2010
I love you, but I can’t help hurting you. Why? What are the inner mechanisms behind such an irrational behaviour?
We’re angry and frustrated with ourselves. By trying to hurt them, we try in fact to hurt ourselves. We think we don’t deserve anything good, so we aim at the good things we have in life and unconsciously try to destroy them.
We expect too much from them. We nurture the secret hope that they can help us, that they can do all the things we are not capable of doing; moreover, that they have to do them, because of the love we invest in them. When they don’t, we feel disappointed and the natural instinct is to make them regret.
They are the ones who have the courage to be honest and tell us the truth, even when it hurts. And even though we know it is the truth, it still hurts and the pain can cause violent reactions.
Yes, we love them dearly but there are things about them that annoy us terribly and we know we’re never going to be able to change them. It’s like living with our own body. Sometimes it is a blessing, other times a nuisance. Sometimes it gives us a lot of satisfaction, other times it drives us mad, but there is not much we can do about it cause it’s ours.
We feel misunderstood. We wish they could make a journey inside our head and see things the way we see them, just because we think it is the right way. We simply can’t understand why they think differently and how they can miss something that seems so simple and obvious to us.
We misunderstand them because we’re not always willing to try to understand them. When we feel tired and tormented, burdened with our own faults and deficiencies, we find it difficult to deal with theirs.
We are influenced by what we see and hear on TV. Violence, melodramatic scenes, pain and suffering, self-destruction – they all can leave marks in our subconscious and develop patterns that make us think and react in a certain way. Sometimes we are tempted to do what our favorite soap opera character would do, even if that means hurting the one we love.
We love them but in the same time we hate them because they know our weaknesses and there’s no way we can hide. The mask we wear in relation with other people is put aside and all the things we usually try to hide come to the surface.
We hurt them to give them comfort later. We all have the inner need to cuddle, to protect the ones we love and we feel we have the right to hurt them for the very reason that we love them so much and we’ll make up for it later.
We trust them and we know deep in our hearts that, no matter what we do, they won’t stop loving us. We feel safe to take our frustrations on them because we think there will be no consequences. We hurt them most of the times because they let us hurt them.
We expect too much from them. We nurture the secret hope that they can help us, that they can do all the things we are not capable of doing; moreover, that they have to do them, because of the love we invest in them. When they don’t, we feel disappointed and the natural instinct is to make them regret.
They are the ones who have the courage to be honest and tell us the truth, even when it hurts. And even though we know it is the truth, it still hurts and the pain can cause violent reactions.
Yes, we love them dearly but there are things about them that annoy us terribly and we know we’re never going to be able to change them. It’s like living with our own body. Sometimes it is a blessing, other times a nuisance. Sometimes it gives us a lot of satisfaction, other times it drives us mad, but there is not much we can do about it cause it’s ours.
We feel misunderstood. We wish they could make a journey inside our head and see things the way we see them, just because we think it is the right way. We simply can’t understand why they think differently and how they can miss something that seems so simple and obvious to us.
We misunderstand them because we’re not always willing to try to understand them. When we feel tired and tormented, burdened with our own faults and deficiencies, we find it difficult to deal with theirs.
We are influenced by what we see and hear on TV. Violence, melodramatic scenes, pain and suffering, self-destruction – they all can leave marks in our subconscious and develop patterns that make us think and react in a certain way. Sometimes we are tempted to do what our favorite soap opera character would do, even if that means hurting the one we love.
We love them but in the same time we hate them because they know our weaknesses and there’s no way we can hide. The mask we wear in relation with other people is put aside and all the things we usually try to hide come to the surface.
We hurt them to give them comfort later. We all have the inner need to cuddle, to protect the ones we love and we feel we have the right to hurt them for the very reason that we love them so much and we’ll make up for it later.
We trust them and we know deep in our hearts that, no matter what we do, they won’t stop loving us. We feel safe to take our frustrations on them because we think there will be no consequences. We hurt them most of the times because they let us hurt them.
Friday 21 May 2010
Quick update!
HAvent posted anything in a longgg ass time.....
sooooo whts the update? finished thailand....my sister had an awesome wedding.....
came to switzerland...moved in with my baby :)
drama happened...good times too.....
now having finals....last exam tomorrow...and then DONEZO....
oh got kicked out of our appartment found another but need to sort that out soon...
Cant wait to get home go to the heat enjoy the sun and beach! woot woott
sooooo whts the update? finished thailand....my sister had an awesome wedding.....
came to switzerland...moved in with my baby :)
drama happened...good times too.....
now having finals....last exam tomorrow...and then DONEZO....
oh got kicked out of our appartment found another but need to sort that out soon...
Cant wait to get home go to the heat enjoy the sun and beach! woot woott
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